God...so stress...everything seems to be screwed up for me...
i like this girl in my class...but everything seems so hard for me...she was alrite with me n all...at first...and i guess...she knew that somehow or rather...that i actually fancies her...but suddenly...she's like changing...dont know for what...guess im being too fast or whatever...but i dint even tell her that i like her and would wanna date her...hmm...
maybe its just the way she is...and maybe i should settle down a little...but...i really like this girl...do or die...i must try my best...however, i wanna make things clear with her before she begins to feel uncomfortable...guess i have to now step out of my comfort zone...as being just a guy who talks to her more often to actually tell her n be honest...is it so hard?...
It shouldn't...because...i think that being me...i wont have a shadow of a doubt on approaching her and be honest...but guess because im afraid of failure...that im being what im now...i'm so afraid that she would reject me...and the worst thing that could happen is her actually ignoring me hencefore...
God...wish things could have been easier...hmm...life have to move on...and i really need to move on with her...and my life as in general...